I called his name again and again. I learned each time that nothing called back. I learned that no matter how much you want something, how many times you scream for it, sometimes it’s just out of reach.
I decided to stop calling for someone who would never call back.
I called for him again and again. I finally realized that there were things I would never be able to reach, no matter how much I called or wished, sometimes it’s out of your reach. I never did make it there, I got lost, and ran out of energy. And so, I decided to stop calling out for someone, who would never answer.
My mom found me lying on the floor
Mom: What the hell are you doing on the floor at this hour?!
Me: Natsume...
Mom: ... What?
Me: Last episode...
Mom: WHAT? Your stupid Japanese things again?!
Me: THIS IS NOT STUPID, NATSUME IS PERFECT, HE WAS HERE FOR ME EVERY MONDAY AND NOW IT'S OVER, HOW AM I GOING TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM ???!!!! /crying
